huhu finally feel the mood to write again
theres still 15 or 16 days left until the result is out
and i still havent decide wat to take after...*sigh*
jeez...why is it that life's choices are so dificult to make >< anyway...i also got some late ang paus...=.= i cant believe it...we've meet for several times after new year...and now onli she gives us those ang pau when we go see them on sunday... that means if we din go see them on sunday, then she'll plan to keep it until who knows when... march has arrive...and so many events too... animax carnival is one of them...but too bad i cant go...T^T and also march comes, means almost a year after the earthquake in japan and i juz remember the earthquake is the same day as my dad's birthday one of the songs i love recently~~~ ah~~~his voice is so nice~ PS: Video taken from youtube.

lalala~~~

its been a while~>< well, been busy, all teachers are pushing us to our limits...T^T everyday give us exercises to do well...wanna shout at them but cant...cz its normal,since the trial is coming but before trial...theres a stupid monthly test...some idiots go and suggest it.. din even think bout the teachers or students teachers cant finish the teachings already and now they need to prepare exam papers and mark them and students dun have much time to study for trial and now still need to study for monthly test =.=, if that isnt a stupid suggestion then i dunno wat is stupid well, i guess i should look on the bright side?...nah, i'll look somewhere else... hm..maybe i should start a count down to SPM...and reduce my time online + increase my time on doin revision...yah*like that will happen* oh well...i guess i'll try haiz...really dunno how im gonna sit for SPM...*dead* all i've been doin lately...that needs writing...is well, in school its homework but at home...writing my friends' yearbook...=.= *argh im sooooo dead* *slap myself* no i should really start looking at the bright side i think im gonna go now...gonna push myself to the limit*if i can -.-* janne~wish me luck~~ vocaloid song~ Video taken from youtube.

would u?

well...i learnt a truth..and a lesson today
u should not trust a person too much...even if she/he is a close friend, or should i say dun judge a book by its cover...
hm, oh well, its the same
and i learn that she is not really how i thought she is
i never thought she wan to win....until willing to give up a friendship
i mean, winning in marching or even as the winner on hari sukan...wats the use?
u wont get money or get smarter or anything...so why wan to win till like this...its juz crazy
she even take out something the others have forgotten...and cause the friend to get blame by the others...
so heres a question:
will u give up a friendship with a friend because u wan to win or get something?
well, if u think u will, i'll say u are an idiot
friendship is more important than winning
even if u win, u wont get anything good if u sacrifice a friendship for the victory
wats the good in it, if u have to lose a friend during the process?
so...DUN EVER GIVE UP FRIENDSHIP JUZ BECZ U WAN TO WIN!!!!!!!
got it?

and heres a good news~
i din get chosen for ns~~~wee~~~~
happy happy~
i think something lucky have been passing by me lately >o< yay ~^.^~ oh and heres some songs~i know i posted them before, but these are from different ppl~ this is from gero~~~

and this is from yuuto~~~
the video is taken from youtube, again, so credit to youtube.

lucky~

wee~~ima feelin lucky today
hehe...after so many years...
this is the first time i won in a competition...haha ya really funny huh...but, i rarely join comptitions..so...>.>
i havent join anything since goin into high school...even in elementary school i juz joined a few...about 2 or 3 only hehe
but, this time..the first com i join in five years in my high school(XD), i won..and its the first place~so im supah happy
though the prize is a dictionary, a file and a pen...its still better than nothing
i guess a dictionary is the right prize for a spelling competition
its the first spelling competition held in our school...
i was thinkin of dropping out of the com but phew...im glad i din drop out haha
i was so nervous >.< but it turn out fine...after being on the stage for a long time...the nervous feeling dissapear ^^ before goin on stage i keep thinking 'im dead..im dead'...>.>

oh and also the ns list is out...
havent gone to check it yet...but also dun feel like checkin it
since so many ppl go check it and the web become full...and i wont be able to check...so i think i'll check later...when less ppl check
>o< hope i dun get chosen...please pray for me..pray that i dun get chosen >< well,i think thats it for now...dun have anything to say anymore and heres a song by~ chibitalia~~~~*kawaii^o^*

(video from youtube) ja matta ne~

yay~

finally i have finish copying those essays
lately i think the teachers have all gone crazy...T^T
all keep giving us essays...>< ya...i know they let us write/copy essays are for our own good...but i still hate it >.< anyway...i still have to write an essay...(from last week...>.>) and copy another one for next week...argh!!!!!!
well, when i was copyin one of the essay juz now, about learn to forgive
and there was a paragraph about becoming 'enemies' because of results...
then i thought i really hate it when ppl ask me my results...not cz they wan to compare their results with mine(well...maybe a lil..>_>)
but its when they ask my results and my results are higher than theirs, and they say, wow so good/ so high...i dunno how to reply them..if i smile/laugh and say ya...then they might think im arrogant and all...
so, i really dun like it when classmates ask my results (especially those who always wan to win and dun wanna lose)
i dun really understand..why they wan to compare results..and hate a person when their results are lower than the person
i mean, when u go into society, u study different courses and do different jobs and all...
so wats the point of comparing?
u compare it...in the future u wont use it...since your courses are different and jobs are different...the onli thing that can be compare is the rank of your job...thats all...
so really...why compare and hate the person when u lose to him/her...and not do other more meaningful stuff like study well and juz mind your own results?

len kaito and gakupo's song again~~~super nice..and they are so kakkoi~~~
(video taken from youtube)

juz realize...=.=

juz realize i forgot to put a title on the last post haha
oh well...hehe ^^ actually i dunno wat to post this time
juz wanna say..I HATE SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!! damn those inconsiderate arrogant brainless immature senselss idiots!!!!!!!!!

*calm down*...phew...much better
anyway, juz ignore wat i write on top...the whole school things...haha
juz wanna let out my feelings...so ya...juz ignore it, forget bout it =.=
well, been really busy this few days, dunno why
like today, whole day in school, i feel like i've been writing and writing and writing non-stop haha...and my essay got rejected again...TAT
but i'll try my best again...がんばって*hope the teacher will accept it the next time...hehe >.>*
and been doin my add math project for days and its still not done...i dunno how to do it...>_< and also my english teacher have been letting us write essays lately while the chinese teacher wan us to write an essay every week...=_= *sigh*dun feel like goin to school tommorw...have to stay back again for marching traning for hari sukan...T^T stupid school...why put hari sukan at July and sukan practice on the start of the year... and the internet is getting kinda bored lately...*gotta find something else to do >O<* hm..i guess thats it for now, ttfn~ btw, imitation black by nico nico/vocaloid~ ^^ kyah!!!>///< clear, バルシェ and 蛇足's voices *gonna faint*haha (video taken from youtube)

school have juz started for almost two weeks now
and my friend is having problems with another classmate
though i think the real problem is the classmate cz their problem were already solved but now its out again
so ya, i think the problem is that classmate becz theres no problem..but she keep making problems appear
and when i think bout it, i cant see the problem there all i can see is the girl making problems appear...
oh and i think the girl is hating me cz im getting close with my friend... haha
but after today at school, the thought of me being part of the problem between the girl and my friend keep popping out >.<
becz maybe the girl dun like me being the friend of her friend...
and lately im always talking to her and making her cannot tahan
i mean, the girl argue with another friend when they talk about her problems
and then the thought juz pop up...>A<
and then my friend kinda lose it when she heard wat the girl say...and i cant do a thing bout it
its not becz i dun wan to do anything bout it, its becz i dunno wat i can do to help my friend
(i really dunno wat im writing here...T^T)
anyway, i've been thinkin, why cant ppl juz be friends with each other why do they have to argue over small stuff and started hating each other and ignore them and all...

heres a song by yuuto and nico nico chorus(boys edition)~~~

(these videos are from youtube, not from me)