lalala~~~

its been a while~>< well, been busy, all teachers are pushing us to our limits...T^T everyday give us exercises to do well...wanna shout at them but cant...cz its normal,since the trial is coming but before trial...theres a stupid monthly test...some idiots go and suggest it.. din even think bout the teachers or students teachers cant finish the teachings already and now they need to prepare exam papers and mark them and students dun have much time to study for trial and now still need to study for monthly test =.=, if that isnt a stupid suggestion then i dunno wat is stupid well, i guess i should look on the bright side?...nah, i'll look somewhere else... hm..maybe i should start a count down to SPM...and reduce my time online + increase my time on doin revision...yah*like that will happen* oh well...i guess i'll try haiz...really dunno how im gonna sit for SPM...*dead* all i've been doin lately...that needs writing...is well, in school its homework but at home...writing my friends' yearbook...=.= *argh im sooooo dead* *slap myself* no i should really start looking at the bright side i think im gonna go now...gonna push myself to the limit*if i can -.-* janne~wish me luck~~ vocaloid song~ Video taken from youtube.

would u?

well...i learnt a truth..and a lesson today
u should not trust a person too much...even if she/he is a close friend, or should i say dun judge a book by its cover...
hm, oh well, its the same
and i learn that she is not really how i thought she is
i never thought she wan to win....until willing to give up a friendship
i mean, winning in marching or even as the winner on hari sukan...wats the use?
u wont get money or get smarter or anything...so why wan to win till like this...its juz crazy
she even take out something the others have forgotten...and cause the friend to get blame by the others...
so heres a question:
will u give up a friendship with a friend because u wan to win or get something?
well, if u think u will, i'll say u are an idiot
friendship is more important than winning
even if u win, u wont get anything good if u sacrifice a friendship for the victory
wats the good in it, if u have to lose a friend during the process?
so...DUN EVER GIVE UP FRIENDSHIP JUZ BECZ U WAN TO WIN!!!!!!!
got it?

and heres a good news~
i din get chosen for ns~~~wee~~~~
happy happy~
i think something lucky have been passing by me lately >o< yay ~^.^~ oh and heres some songs~i know i posted them before, but these are from different ppl~ this is from gero~~~

and this is from yuuto~~~
the video is taken from youtube, again, so credit to youtube.

lucky~

wee~~ima feelin lucky today
hehe...after so many years...
this is the first time i won in a competition...haha ya really funny huh...but, i rarely join comptitions..so...>.>
i havent join anything since goin into high school...even in elementary school i juz joined a few...about 2 or 3 only hehe
but, this time..the first com i join in five years in my high school(XD), i won..and its the first place~so im supah happy
though the prize is a dictionary, a file and a pen...its still better than nothing
i guess a dictionary is the right prize for a spelling competition
its the first spelling competition held in our school...
i was thinkin of dropping out of the com but phew...im glad i din drop out haha
i was so nervous >.< but it turn out fine...after being on the stage for a long time...the nervous feeling dissapear ^^ before goin on stage i keep thinking 'im dead..im dead'...>.>

oh and also the ns list is out...
havent gone to check it yet...but also dun feel like checkin it
since so many ppl go check it and the web become full...and i wont be able to check...so i think i'll check later...when less ppl check
>o< hope i dun get chosen...please pray for me..pray that i dun get chosen >< well,i think thats it for now...dun have anything to say anymore and heres a song by~ chibitalia~~~~*kawaii^o^*

(video from youtube) ja matta ne~

yay~

finally i have finish copying those essays
lately i think the teachers have all gone crazy...T^T
all keep giving us essays...>< ya...i know they let us write/copy essays are for our own good...but i still hate it >.< anyway...i still have to write an essay...(from last week...>.>) and copy another one for next week...argh!!!!!!
well, when i was copyin one of the essay juz now, about learn to forgive
and there was a paragraph about becoming 'enemies' because of results...
then i thought i really hate it when ppl ask me my results...not cz they wan to compare their results with mine(well...maybe a lil..>_>)
but its when they ask my results and my results are higher than theirs, and they say, wow so good/ so high...i dunno how to reply them..if i smile/laugh and say ya...then they might think im arrogant and all...
so, i really dun like it when classmates ask my results (especially those who always wan to win and dun wanna lose)
i dun really understand..why they wan to compare results..and hate a person when their results are lower than the person
i mean, when u go into society, u study different courses and do different jobs and all...
so wats the point of comparing?
u compare it...in the future u wont use it...since your courses are different and jobs are different...the onli thing that can be compare is the rank of your job...thats all...
so really...why compare and hate the person when u lose to him/her...and not do other more meaningful stuff like study well and juz mind your own results?

len kaito and gakupo's song again~~~super nice..and they are so kakkoi~~~
(video taken from youtube)

juz realize...=.=

juz realize i forgot to put a title on the last post haha
oh well...hehe ^^ actually i dunno wat to post this time
juz wanna say..I HATE SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!! damn those inconsiderate arrogant brainless immature senselss idiots!!!!!!!!!

*calm down*...phew...much better
anyway, juz ignore wat i write on top...the whole school things...haha
juz wanna let out my feelings...so ya...juz ignore it, forget bout it =.=
well, been really busy this few days, dunno why
like today, whole day in school, i feel like i've been writing and writing and writing non-stop haha...and my essay got rejected again...TAT
but i'll try my best again...がんばって*hope the teacher will accept it the next time...hehe >.>*
and been doin my add math project for days and its still not done...i dunno how to do it...>_< and also my english teacher have been letting us write essays lately while the chinese teacher wan us to write an essay every week...=_= *sigh*dun feel like goin to school tommorw...have to stay back again for marching traning for hari sukan...T^T stupid school...why put hari sukan at July and sukan practice on the start of the year... and the internet is getting kinda bored lately...*gotta find something else to do >O<* hm..i guess thats it for now, ttfn~ btw, imitation black by nico nico/vocaloid~ ^^ kyah!!!>///< clear, バルシェ and 蛇足's voices *gonna faint*haha (video taken from youtube)

school have juz started for almost two weeks now
and my friend is having problems with another classmate
though i think the real problem is the classmate cz their problem were already solved but now its out again
so ya, i think the problem is that classmate becz theres no problem..but she keep making problems appear
and when i think bout it, i cant see the problem there all i can see is the girl making problems appear...
oh and i think the girl is hating me cz im getting close with my friend... haha
but after today at school, the thought of me being part of the problem between the girl and my friend keep popping out >.<
becz maybe the girl dun like me being the friend of her friend...
and lately im always talking to her and making her cannot tahan
i mean, the girl argue with another friend when they talk about her problems
and then the thought juz pop up...>A<
and then my friend kinda lose it when she heard wat the girl say...and i cant do a thing bout it
its not becz i dun wan to do anything bout it, its becz i dunno wat i can do to help my friend
(i really dunno wat im writing here...T^T)
anyway, i've been thinkin, why cant ppl juz be friends with each other why do they have to argue over small stuff and started hating each other and ignore them and all...

heres a song by yuuto and nico nico chorus(boys edition)~~~

(these videos are from youtube, not from me)

relax~

wakakaka...
finally exam finish...and i can have good night sleep again wahahaha
and i can read manga and watch anime again~~~
anyway...i hear someone talking about her crush to her friends..and say that she look at his files and its full of animes
and she asked the guy 'why u watch anime...u cannot watch real live show meh?'..and the guy delete his anime...
im thinkin...the guy's kinda erm...well wat i wan to say is why delete something u like cz the girl u like dun agree with it...i mean watchin anime is ok...and u shouldnt delete something u like juz cz the person u like says u shouldnt...
and i was a bit hurt by wat the girl said..cz i too love anime and she said it like that watchin anime is something bad or something like that...

and heres a song~ Ievan polkka~~~

(video from youtube)

again...nth much

well..again, nothing much to say..
i really am bad at blogging..haha
anyway...i wan to be in a room alone!!!!!!!>.<
cant believe my mom...she juz told my lil sis to move to my sis and my room...after my sis move out...=.=
TwT...my dream of having the room to myself got broken...*hidin in a corner drawng circles*
hm..i think thats all for this post...
and i think i'll start putting some videos at the end of my posts thought the videos arrent from me...juz wan to share them
and so... here's a song im into right now~

(video is not by me, but taken from youtube)

sudden urge to do this

well...dun really have anything to post..
but wanna share some videos
haha i had the urge to do this...all thanks to a few days ago
i was talking to my friends and the topic is about celebrities..and i suddeny thought of this is wat dreams are made of by Lizzie McGuire(Hilary Duff) in the Lizzue McGuire movie
i really liked that song so heres a vid of it^^
p.s. this is not from the movie

but this is from the movie

(video taken from youtube, and not upload by me, am juz sharing here)

random thoughts..

i was helping my class to find articles so they can put it on the class notice board
and as i was searchin i saw some articles that got me thinkin
the first, is about elements of friendship...and the second sentence got me thinkin..."friend is someone who you hang out with a lot"
well...i cant really find a friend that can hang out with me a lot..since my home is far from theirs and i have tuitions on weekdays...which make it more impossible to hang out with my friends
when i move on to another particle...i found it funny...as the author compared building friendship with planting a garden haha...and there were some nice quotes in the article like 'it takes a long time to grow an old friendship' by Bernand Wolf and ‘Be slow to fall into friendship, but when thou art ! in, continue firm and constant’ by Socrates. and i thought...hm, the author is right...friendship is a relationship which takes time to build. There are many steps and stages to achieving a true friendship.
Friendship has its good and bad times. There comes a time when the relationship is just not working. It is preoccupied with disagreements and quarrels. One must have the patience to deal with such frustrations. The willingness and determination to get the relationship working again come within. Compromising and persistence rebuilds the friendship and is once again reestablished
a  true friendship is a magnificent thing, thats why, i never wan to say good bye to my good friends ^^
and heres a quote(or another quote)
“The silver friend knows your present and the gold friend knows all of your past dirt and glories. Once in a blue moon there is someone who knows it all, someone who knows and accepts you unconditionally, someone who is there for life.”- Jill McCorkle

first post-introduction

well...dunno how to write this...
anyway, this is my first blog(?) and it will be about anime and manga(well some of them will be)..and also some random stuff
so pls forgive me if i wrote something that's full of errors...>.>
ok, now for introduction...
im goin by the name fye(for now...maybe) and im inlove with japan~^^~
i love manga and anime...and everything japan wee~~~
and well of course im not all bout japan(since i cant even say a full sentence in japan..but hey cant blame me for not being able to learn them)
i think im kinda weird(well, it depends on u to see if im weird or not since everyone have different point of veiw) and also sometimes can be a bit antisocial...hehe
i love books,but definitely not text books, cz they're annoying ^^
another reason i consider myself as weird is cz i like wat most ppl my age dun like haha...like some old songs and the fact that i can finish an english novel in a day(which my friends keep commenting me when i finish it)
erm..i think thats enough for introductions,its too long and have too much brackets... =.=
well...juz enjoy(?) my posts about random(and lame) stuff...^^
there i go again with the brackets...i better stop
anyway juz enjoy reading ^^